my 22nd

salam alayk..

29 nov lepas, pd jam lbh kurang 11.30 tgh mlm , umur sy genap 22 thun. itu bermakna, sy sudah menjangkau ke alam lewat remaja..huu..tp masih belum dewasa..

xsangka ye, lebih 2 dekad dah dilahirkan...lebih 2 dekad jugalah pinjaman roh dan jasad dari Tuhan utk tujuan tertentu di alam nyata ini...tapi, sy masih mencari-cari apa yang boleh di sumbang utk alam sejagat...

ye, masih mencari2..

why?

how can i resist from not looking at you?

everywhere i go, you will shine up bright,
making my eyes will keep searching for you.

and every time i looked at you, my heart ache ,
and frustrated,

because i can't do more that just look at you from far behind.
 i can't even protect you from being sad, or hurt

these just making me feel more worthless

please tell me, how can i just shut my eyes from the bright of your shine?
it's too painful to look again

but,
can i ask you something?

have u ever looked at me?
have you notice that i was and always there?

i guess not..
because i knew
that your shine keep blocking your eyes

from looking at a person, like me

*sigh


asma' was rambling about something that not even fully understood by her.. just bare with it for a while k, bile dah mood dia ok, nnt ok la..