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Kita tak pernah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita

Tapi kita cukup berani mencuba semua pilihan yang ada

Kadang kala kita jatuh, kadang kala kita berjaya

Kita tak takut untuk jadi yang berbeza

Sebab kita ada kita

Yang sama-sama mendukung hati & jiwa

Satu matlamat, akidah & ukhwah

Katamu, “Jangan kau cepat mundur, selagi aku masih disini

Jangan kau cepat kalah, selagi aku masih disini

Jangan kau berhenti mencari, selagi aku tetap disini”

Kau kenalkan aku cinta yang jarang sekali aku dapat tafsirkan

Cinta yang padaku, tak perlu dizahirkan

Cinta yang mudah tetapi payah untuk disemaikan

Pada aku, cinta itu biarlah setakat kita saling mengingati

Saling bergurau, saling bergelak tawa, saling bersedih duka

Tapi kau kata, cinta itu anugerah yang perlu kita tunjukkan pada semua yang kita cintai..

Katakn pada dia, kau sayang dia, jgn dipendam

Katakan pada dia, kau cintai dia, jgn di simpan

Kelak kau akan menyesal

Terima kasih kerana cinta yang tiada pernah akan aku temui lagi

Selamat ulang tahun ke- 21, buat cinta hatiku~

ps: ok, aku mmg lupe besday ko.. sory babe.. byk benda pelik2 terjadi lately..huu..lps ni, mmg aku set reminder berkali2 k.. (*_*!)

in love

MB is love <3
he kissed his fiancee at the end of this vid. i think its a must watch. uber cute.


this one has nothing to do with the video tho;

rabbana hablana min azwajina kurrata a'yun, waj'alna lil muttaqiina imaama

*praying for a better future ahead, for me, asma', you, our family and everyone. ameen.

random post. take care.

Rasul Allah

We once had a Teacher

The Teacher of teachers,

He changed the world for the better

And made us better creatures,

O Allah we’ve shamed ourselves

We’ve strayed from Al-Mu'allim,

Surely we’ve wronged ourselves

What will we say in front him?

O Mu'allim...

each time dgr lagu ni, rase basah mata, terkedu hati...rindu pada Nabi xterkata... sudikah Nabi berjumpa dgn kita di akhirat kelak? adakah kita menjadi salah seorg umat yg taat pd agama Allah?

He prayed while others slept

While others ate he’d fast,

While they would laugh he wept

Until he breathed his last,

His only wish was for us to be

Among the ones who prosper,

Ya Mu'allim peace be upon you,

Truly you are our Teacher,

O Mu'allim..

ya Rasul Allah, cinta mu pd kami sgt unik! pengorbananmu sgt menyentuh hati para pejuang... tapi, adakah kami mampu meneruskannya?

He taught us to be just and kind

And to feed the poor and hungry,

Help the wayfarer and the orphan child

And to not be cruel and miserly,

His speech was soft and gentle,

Like a mother stroking her child,

His mercy and compassion,

Were most radiant when he smiled

peribadimu sedaya upaya kami contohi, kerana kaulah Kekasih Allah, pemberi syafaat di akhirat kelak & penghulu segala Nabi.. alangkah bertuahnya kami menjadi umatmu, wahai Rasul pilihan Allah.. akan tetapi, kami yg tak pernah bersyukur & setia mengikuti jejak langkahmu.. alangkah ruginya kami...

He was Muhammad salla Allahu 'alayhi wa sallam,

Muhammad, mercy upon Mankind,

He was Muhammad salla Allahu 'alayhi wa sallam,

Muhammad, mercy upon Mankind,

Teacher of all Mankind.

Wahai Penyuluh Umat Akhir Zaman, terimalah aku sebagai umat mu.. jgn kau paling kan mukamu dariku..akan ku tuntun diriku ke arah sunnahmu & ajaranmu..& ya nabi Allah, pertemukanlah aku dgnmu di akhirat nnt... aku rindukanmu & aku dambakan cintamu..

i gotta be strong!

kata Imam ghazali, ilmu itu cahaya, ia masuk pada hati2 yg bersih sahaja..

salam alayk..

iye, sy amat tensen sejak kebelakangan ini.. banyak hal2 tertangguh, tertunggak & menunggu...

masa makin pantas berlalu.. tanpa kita sedar, da hampir ke penghujung semester da.. setiap kali bangun tido pagi2, pasti akan ade rutin yang makin mnyesak diri.. tapi, hati ini terhibur dgn kesibukan, krn ia melupakan hal2 yg xsepatutnya dipikirkn lg.. huu~

hampir setiap mlm ade shj hal2 yg menjelma..

isnin-teman mike amik gmbr feseni

selasa-teman ashraf amik gmbr feseni gak

rabu-kelas FCR

khamis-usrah

jumaat-?

& since hari selasa, kepala berdenyut2, menandakn symptom migraine sedang memberi amaran.. dgn cuaca panas, dgn byk hal & urusan peribadi & bukan peribadi...

minggu depan mmg minggu yg menakutkan

ade 3 test, which are biotech, pharmacoecomonic, & clinical pharmacy & pharmacotherapy.

tmbh pula, kne hantar assignment english(interview)...

lab report specialty dosage form xsiap lagi..

english project(autism), xsiap lg

assignment usrah pn masih pending..

dah la tp wat castor oil cream xjadi! & kne plak kluarkn duit sbb pecahkn pipette & measuring cylinder..

waaa...

xpe asma', sume milik Allah, sume xkekal...

ya, btul tu.. kak shaher ade pesan, walau setinggi mana kita belajar, klu ilmu tu bkn izin Allah utk trun kat kita, kita still bkn sape2..

& telah Allah takdirkan bhw ilmu itu pasti akan smpi pada kita... cuma kita shj yg perlu cari & manfaatkannya...

Asma'!

kamu perlu rancang hidup kamu ahead from others, coz you are not them! you are YOU! the special Asma' who is born to be YOU! so, plan your life.. don't make it a waste & you'll regret it someday!

go Asma' go!!!

suka lgu ini, bkn video clipnya..heh..

have you?

have u ever felt

when you wake up in the morning, you wish that everything that happened yesterday was a dream?

have you ever wish

when you slept at night, you wish to sleep for the rest of your life, & let your life to run all by itself?

have you feel scared?

to know that everyone around you is cannot be trusted anymore?

do you ever look at your future

& realize that, it is not yours?

have you ever been told that,

you always think a lot about something small enough to be unthinkable..

i hate myself

:alice in wonderland:

salam alayk...

yes, itu lah die Johnny Depp, star in alice in wonderland...

mmg ramai yg kate cite ni biasa je.. true, mmg biasa je, but yg istimewanya, ade si Dia la.. huu, my fav actor.. lakonan gila2 die mmg lah 'dia'.. tambahan pulak tgk dlm version 3D... best jgk la, sbb animation die bleh tahan!

cerita alice ni kesinambungan dari kisah dia masa kecil, kononnya, die da lupa die pernah ke Wonderland tu, & mmg pernah jumpe sume character2 dlm alam 'maya' tersebut..

overall, cite die biasa je, tp jadi best bila ade Dia.. haha.. 3D version mmg best!

saya juga baru lepas abes bace buku 9 nyawa ( setelah sekian lame baru abes )... salah satu faktor lmbt abes ialah kekangan masa...x sempat nk curik masa utk baca buku2 fiction ni... byk sgt test dan hal laen2..

cerita & idea die menarik! laen dari yg laen, well, that's what i've expected from Ramlee awang murshid.. but, plot die lemah sket, sbb kemuncak die sgt2 lame nk tunggu, lambat sgt cite bergerak & bila kesimpulan cerita, sume nk berkumpul jadi 1... baca, smbil penat tunggu, mengah2 then, bila ending, cepat sgt abes konflik..

hurm, xpe, upcoming Pesta Buku Antarabangsa 2010 nnt, nk beli:

1. Cinta sufi (sambungan kronologi bagaikn puteri)

2. cinta murabbi (kronologi aku terima nikahnya) - for mummy

3. eclipse (kronologi twilight)

4. dan lain2.. hee

kaget..~

salam alayk...

semlm, 6 mac 2010, bertempat di stadium sukan negara, shah alam, persatuan pelajar farmasi seluruh malaysia ada menganjurkan karnival sukan tahunan utk students farmasi, iaitu lbh di kenali sbg annual natioanal pharmacy sport.. sukan yg dipertanding kan byk juga.. antaranya ialah bola jaring, table tennis, tenis, futsal, & badminton.

mmg xdirancang, sepatutnye nad yg akan jd keeper utk team futsal pmpuan, tp die ade match softball plak aritu.. then, all she was thinking of replacing her is me! adei~.. eden ni bkn penah maen pon! xpernah! maen2 tendang2 ngn marina sem lps penah la.. xpernah tau pon cmne game futsal ni.. sbb xpernah suke tgk bola! haha..

awal2nye mmg tolak, setolak2nye.. tp, tgk nad dgn muka kesiannya, terpaksa la jgk.. huu~

& yg plg kelakarnye, sempat berlatih sekali je sblm ari kejadian itu! mmg la nk menempah maut..

tapi, xpe la, dtg pon utk suke2, klu menang, alhmdulillah, klu klh, sekurang2nye kite da try the best!

1st game: lawan CUCMS, kalah 0-1... waktu nk start game ni, trus blur bila tgk bola meluru laju.. selamat sempat thn dr masuk gol, adei~... tp lps tu, da ok la.. tp, xde rezeki, bila sparuh masa ke-2, bola pihak lawan masuk tnpa ku sedari.. haha.. sory guys~

2nd game: lawan MSU, diorg ni mmg aggresive abes.. maen, bising gile, bola pon, asyik menyerang gol je.. mmg berdegup jantung, xleh ckp la.. da la dak2 ni bg 2 penalti lak tu!!! gerrr2!! selamat dua2 xberjaya lobos golku.. huu~ tp hebat la diorg ni maen, bila kite dapat gak berjaya jaring 1 gol.. ( bola golek2 je la.. haha).. unfortunately, sparuh masa kedua juga diorg gol smpi 2! hurm, mmg xde rezeki la nk menang..

kesimpulannya, sy mmg seronok dpt try benda baru! jd keeper mmg susah, sbb kite je la harapan teammate supaya bola x masuk gol (especially waktu penalty).. tp, tnpa defender & striker, xkn bola dpt skor..

& 1 lagi, futsal or bola sepak definitely bkn utk PEREMPUAN! alasan?

1. bila tgk bdk laki maen, walau diorg xreti pon, tp nmpk cntk je... tp klu da perempuan maen, walau diorg nmpk pro, tp still nmpk awkward!

2. mmg dr physically, lelaki lbh sesuai!

3. bila perempuan tgh maen, dak2 laki jdkn hiburan tgk gelagat2 pmpuan maen.. mcm hiburan pon ade.. adei~ ingt tgh tgk malaysian funniest video ke??

so, be careful bila pilih sports, especially kita kaum wanita, jgn bg mereka2 tu amik kesempatan kat kite k!.. :)

ok, the second story is, lepas abes maen ptg tu, dlm pkul 6 ptg, along amik dr um utk ke nilai, ke rumah atuk sedara belah ayah. kata along, atuk busu ajak g sambutan maulid nabi kat tempat die.. ok la, da lme xdgr ceramah agama ni..

kitorg smpi dlm waktu maghrib, lps solat je, kitorg trus pegi.. rupa2nye, smbutan tu bkn kat rumah die, tp kat tempat atuk busu belajar.. tempat tu namanya, Yayasan Jenderami.. penah dgr? ni 1st time sy dgr..

amik masa dlm 20 mins jgk nk smpi yayasan tu.. bila masuk je kwsn yayasan tu, sy xterkata apa2... rase mcm masuk pintu ke alam laen.. mcm deja-vu pon ade.. sbb nmpk sgt2 familiar tmpt tu..! sungguh unik perasaanya..

lps park kete, kitorg berjalan ke masjid di situ.. sepnjg2 perjlnn ke masjid, ade lbh kirang 5-6 gerai berjual2 pakaian, kitab2, dll.. suasana spt di mekah! lelaki & perempuan di sana sume berjubah putih, berjilbab labuh.. kanak2 seusia adik sy, da berserban.. cntk sgt suasana! masha Allah...

slps tu, nmpk berderet2 perumahan, or mcm asrama, sgt teratur & terancang.. rupa2nya tu rumah utk warga emas & anak2 yatim..

tepi masjid, ade kooperasi, Inn, restoren & ade bgnn utk pengajian. masjid tu, sgt2 cntk & besar! infrastucture die, mmg 1st class la.. xterkata tgk keindahan masjid tu.. subhanallah!

mmg xsangka, dlm kesibukan kota metropolitan ni, ade tersembunyi satu tamadun Islam yg sedang pesat membangun! rmi sgt org dtg mlm tu.. rupa2nya, panel2 yg dtg mmg dr luar negara.. terutamanya dr indonesia..

waktu kitorg smpi tu, majlis da start.. tgh berwirid & berselawat... mmg xphm ape2, sbb sume dlm bhs arab.. huu~

kitorg sume duduk kat dataran masjid sbb rmi sgt jemaah yg dtg.. bila duduk tu, trus terasa deja-vu lg, sbb sepnjg idup ni, yg slalu dok kat dtrn masjid bertile, hanya di madinah or mekah shj. dgn berdindingkn bintang2 mlm, mmg rase sgt syahdu.. selawat2 berkumandang dr kiai2 jemputan & dari anak2 kecil yg rancak berselawat..

majlis itu di sempurnakan dgn beberapa ucapan dr kiai2 jemputan serta dari pemilik yayasan jenderami, Ust Hafiz. bila tgk muka ust tu, nmpk biasa je, tp die boleh membangunkn satu yayasan yg sungguh hebat seperti ini! itu lah kekuatan org2 alim ulama' dlm menegakkan Islam pd zaman yg 'asing' ini...

selepas ceramah selesai, dlm lbh kurang pkul 10, kami di jamu dgn hidangn yg amat2 menyelerakan! nasi beriani kambing! mewah gile mkn!..waa... da la mmg lapa+penat berfutsal.. sdap gile mkn mlm tu.. mkn dlm dulang mcm sunnah nabi.. dgr cerita, biasanya, ade org2 yg sponsor mkn bila ade majlis2 besar cmni...

ingt nk stay utk solat isyak, tp sbb rmi sgt org, n xjumpe tandas, kitorg trus bergerak pulang.. hu~

mmg xdisangka2 ade usaha2 hebat dr masyarakat kite utk bangunkn satu tempat yg pd sy, sukar nk jumpa pd zaman skrg.. teringt satu entry dr blog kak aiman, tentang satu tempat yg lbh kurang mcm ni jgk, tp da xingt sgt da.. huu~

ni ade pautan video yg sempat sy rakam waktu selawat tgh berkumandang..~ enjoy watching...

p/s: arini mmg hari yg byk ilmu ditimba, bkn ilmu dr dlm bilik darjah, tp ilmu kehidupan di jalanan.. :)

semua agama sama?

salam alayk..

saya nk tnye anda semua.. adekah semua agama sama??

semua agama kn ajar benda baek, so, sama la kn?

ye x?

x?

ye?

ha, mmg sekarang kite sering keliru dgn fakta2 yg org laen lemparkan.. diri sendiri keliru, & mls nk terima kebenaran, terima je lah, nnt gaduh plak dgn pihak2 tertentu..

hurm, sikap ini perlu di usir dr dlm diri kita, terutamanya yg beragama Islam.. krn Islam itu sendiri unik!

mmg sy ingin bercerita sedikit pengisian yg sy dpt dr kelas Bro Shah, tp, sy dpt link kn satu blog teman rapat sy, yg pada sy, sgt2 menarik cara penyampaian & penjelasannye.. feel free to visit her blog at: HERE (^_^)

p/s: sape2 yg ade kemusykilan, sila reply dlm comment ye, hrp benda ni xde salah faham lg.. insya Allah...

something that we always miss

salam alayk..

there's one story that i would like to share with all my beloved frens out there..

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you.. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer;she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company..

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door every morning. I thought she was going crazy.. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully..

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I puther down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everydayworkout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, "all my dresses have grown bigger.. "I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind.... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the doo rand I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I ran up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.......I cried and cried uncontrollably and carried her for the last time from the room to the hall with tears streaming down my face and gazing at my only son, his tears rolling from his eyes, they made me cry even more. I had lost my love, my wife and a loving and caring mother and nothing I could do now to put the clock backward.. I had all the time now to look at her motionless body in detail but I knew it was going to be only for a short while until she made her last journey to the Lord.....I held my son and wept again and again thinking of all the things I did not do for her when she was still alive....... ..and placed gently the flowers in her hands with my tears trickling on them.......she was gone forever, all my tears would not bring her back .


The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah.. blah.. blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

To those who are married, .. Not married .. and soon to be married


THE TIME IS ALWAYS RIGHT TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT

Moral of the story is to value all the things we possess, once they are gone we have nothing but regrets!

ps: lately, byk plak entry jiwang2.. heh