:alice in wonderland:

salam alayk...

yes, itu lah die Johnny Depp, star in alice in wonderland...

mmg ramai yg kate cite ni biasa je.. true, mmg biasa je, but yg istimewanya, ade si Dia la.. huu, my fav actor.. lakonan gila2 die mmg lah 'dia'.. tambahan pulak tgk dlm version 3D... best jgk la, sbb animation die bleh tahan!

cerita alice ni kesinambungan dari kisah dia masa kecil, kononnya, die da lupa die pernah ke Wonderland tu, & mmg pernah jumpe sume character2 dlm alam 'maya' tersebut..

overall, cite die biasa je, tp jadi best bila ade Dia.. haha.. 3D version mmg best!

saya juga baru lepas abes bace buku 9 nyawa ( setelah sekian lame baru abes )... salah satu faktor lmbt abes ialah kekangan masa...x sempat nk curik masa utk baca buku2 fiction ni... byk sgt test dan hal laen2..

cerita & idea die menarik! laen dari yg laen, well, that's what i've expected from Ramlee awang murshid.. but, plot die lemah sket, sbb kemuncak die sgt2 lame nk tunggu, lambat sgt cite bergerak & bila kesimpulan cerita, sume nk berkumpul jadi 1... baca, smbil penat tunggu, mengah2 then, bila ending, cepat sgt abes konflik..

hurm, xpe, upcoming Pesta Buku Antarabangsa 2010 nnt, nk beli:

1. Cinta sufi (sambungan kronologi bagaikn puteri)

2. cinta murabbi (kronologi aku terima nikahnya) - for mummy

3. eclipse (kronologi twilight)

4. dan lain2.. hee

kaget..~

salam alayk...

semlm, 6 mac 2010, bertempat di stadium sukan negara, shah alam, persatuan pelajar farmasi seluruh malaysia ada menganjurkan karnival sukan tahunan utk students farmasi, iaitu lbh di kenali sbg annual natioanal pharmacy sport.. sukan yg dipertanding kan byk juga.. antaranya ialah bola jaring, table tennis, tenis, futsal, & badminton.

mmg xdirancang, sepatutnye nad yg akan jd keeper utk team futsal pmpuan, tp die ade match softball plak aritu.. then, all she was thinking of replacing her is me! adei~.. eden ni bkn penah maen pon! xpernah! maen2 tendang2 ngn marina sem lps penah la.. xpernah tau pon cmne game futsal ni.. sbb xpernah suke tgk bola! haha..

awal2nye mmg tolak, setolak2nye.. tp, tgk nad dgn muka kesiannya, terpaksa la jgk.. huu~

& yg plg kelakarnye, sempat berlatih sekali je sblm ari kejadian itu! mmg la nk menempah maut..

tapi, xpe la, dtg pon utk suke2, klu menang, alhmdulillah, klu klh, sekurang2nye kite da try the best!

1st game: lawan CUCMS, kalah 0-1... waktu nk start game ni, trus blur bila tgk bola meluru laju.. selamat sempat thn dr masuk gol, adei~... tp lps tu, da ok la.. tp, xde rezeki, bila sparuh masa ke-2, bola pihak lawan masuk tnpa ku sedari.. haha.. sory guys~

2nd game: lawan MSU, diorg ni mmg aggresive abes.. maen, bising gile, bola pon, asyik menyerang gol je.. mmg berdegup jantung, xleh ckp la.. da la dak2 ni bg 2 penalti lak tu!!! gerrr2!! selamat dua2 xberjaya lobos golku.. huu~ tp hebat la diorg ni maen, bila kite dapat gak berjaya jaring 1 gol.. ( bola golek2 je la.. haha).. unfortunately, sparuh masa kedua juga diorg gol smpi 2! hurm, mmg xde rezeki la nk menang..

kesimpulannya, sy mmg seronok dpt try benda baru! jd keeper mmg susah, sbb kite je la harapan teammate supaya bola x masuk gol (especially waktu penalty).. tp, tnpa defender & striker, xkn bola dpt skor..

& 1 lagi, futsal or bola sepak definitely bkn utk PEREMPUAN! alasan?

1. bila tgk bdk laki maen, walau diorg xreti pon, tp nmpk cntk je... tp klu da perempuan maen, walau diorg nmpk pro, tp still nmpk awkward!

2. mmg dr physically, lelaki lbh sesuai!

3. bila perempuan tgh maen, dak2 laki jdkn hiburan tgk gelagat2 pmpuan maen.. mcm hiburan pon ade.. adei~ ingt tgh tgk malaysian funniest video ke??

so, be careful bila pilih sports, especially kita kaum wanita, jgn bg mereka2 tu amik kesempatan kat kite k!.. :)

ok, the second story is, lepas abes maen ptg tu, dlm pkul 6 ptg, along amik dr um utk ke nilai, ke rumah atuk sedara belah ayah. kata along, atuk busu ajak g sambutan maulid nabi kat tempat die.. ok la, da lme xdgr ceramah agama ni..

kitorg smpi dlm waktu maghrib, lps solat je, kitorg trus pegi.. rupa2nye, smbutan tu bkn kat rumah die, tp kat tempat atuk busu belajar.. tempat tu namanya, Yayasan Jenderami.. penah dgr? ni 1st time sy dgr..

amik masa dlm 20 mins jgk nk smpi yayasan tu.. bila masuk je kwsn yayasan tu, sy xterkata apa2... rase mcm masuk pintu ke alam laen.. mcm deja-vu pon ade.. sbb nmpk sgt2 familiar tmpt tu..! sungguh unik perasaanya..

lps park kete, kitorg berjalan ke masjid di situ.. sepnjg2 perjlnn ke masjid, ade lbh kirang 5-6 gerai berjual2 pakaian, kitab2, dll.. suasana spt di mekah! lelaki & perempuan di sana sume berjubah putih, berjilbab labuh.. kanak2 seusia adik sy, da berserban.. cntk sgt suasana! masha Allah...

slps tu, nmpk berderet2 perumahan, or mcm asrama, sgt teratur & terancang.. rupa2nya tu rumah utk warga emas & anak2 yatim..

tepi masjid, ade kooperasi, Inn, restoren & ade bgnn utk pengajian. masjid tu, sgt2 cntk & besar! infrastucture die, mmg 1st class la.. xterkata tgk keindahan masjid tu.. subhanallah!

mmg xsangka, dlm kesibukan kota metropolitan ni, ade tersembunyi satu tamadun Islam yg sedang pesat membangun! rmi sgt org dtg mlm tu.. rupa2nya, panel2 yg dtg mmg dr luar negara.. terutamanya dr indonesia..

waktu kitorg smpi tu, majlis da start.. tgh berwirid & berselawat... mmg xphm ape2, sbb sume dlm bhs arab.. huu~

kitorg sume duduk kat dataran masjid sbb rmi sgt jemaah yg dtg.. bila duduk tu, trus terasa deja-vu lg, sbb sepnjg idup ni, yg slalu dok kat dtrn masjid bertile, hanya di madinah or mekah shj. dgn berdindingkn bintang2 mlm, mmg rase sgt syahdu.. selawat2 berkumandang dr kiai2 jemputan & dari anak2 kecil yg rancak berselawat..

majlis itu di sempurnakan dgn beberapa ucapan dr kiai2 jemputan serta dari pemilik yayasan jenderami, Ust Hafiz. bila tgk muka ust tu, nmpk biasa je, tp die boleh membangunkn satu yayasan yg sungguh hebat seperti ini! itu lah kekuatan org2 alim ulama' dlm menegakkan Islam pd zaman yg 'asing' ini...

selepas ceramah selesai, dlm lbh kurang pkul 10, kami di jamu dgn hidangn yg amat2 menyelerakan! nasi beriani kambing! mewah gile mkn!..waa... da la mmg lapa+penat berfutsal.. sdap gile mkn mlm tu.. mkn dlm dulang mcm sunnah nabi.. dgr cerita, biasanya, ade org2 yg sponsor mkn bila ade majlis2 besar cmni...

ingt nk stay utk solat isyak, tp sbb rmi sgt org, n xjumpe tandas, kitorg trus bergerak pulang.. hu~

mmg xdisangka2 ade usaha2 hebat dr masyarakat kite utk bangunkn satu tempat yg pd sy, sukar nk jumpa pd zaman skrg.. teringt satu entry dr blog kak aiman, tentang satu tempat yg lbh kurang mcm ni jgk, tp da xingt sgt da.. huu~

ni ade pautan video yg sempat sy rakam waktu selawat tgh berkumandang..~ enjoy watching...

p/s: arini mmg hari yg byk ilmu ditimba, bkn ilmu dr dlm bilik darjah, tp ilmu kehidupan di jalanan.. :)

semua agama sama?

salam alayk..

saya nk tnye anda semua.. adekah semua agama sama??

semua agama kn ajar benda baek, so, sama la kn?

ye x?

x?

ye?

ha, mmg sekarang kite sering keliru dgn fakta2 yg org laen lemparkan.. diri sendiri keliru, & mls nk terima kebenaran, terima je lah, nnt gaduh plak dgn pihak2 tertentu..

hurm, sikap ini perlu di usir dr dlm diri kita, terutamanya yg beragama Islam.. krn Islam itu sendiri unik!

mmg sy ingin bercerita sedikit pengisian yg sy dpt dr kelas Bro Shah, tp, sy dpt link kn satu blog teman rapat sy, yg pada sy, sgt2 menarik cara penyampaian & penjelasannye.. feel free to visit her blog at: HERE (^_^)

p/s: sape2 yg ade kemusykilan, sila reply dlm comment ye, hrp benda ni xde salah faham lg.. insya Allah...

something that we always miss

salam alayk..

there's one story that i would like to share with all my beloved frens out there..

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you.. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer;she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company..

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door every morning. I thought she was going crazy.. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully..

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I puther down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everydayworkout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, "all my dresses have grown bigger.. "I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind.... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the doo rand I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I ran up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.......I cried and cried uncontrollably and carried her for the last time from the room to the hall with tears streaming down my face and gazing at my only son, his tears rolling from his eyes, they made me cry even more. I had lost my love, my wife and a loving and caring mother and nothing I could do now to put the clock backward.. I had all the time now to look at her motionless body in detail but I knew it was going to be only for a short while until she made her last journey to the Lord.....I held my son and wept again and again thinking of all the things I did not do for her when she was still alive....... ..and placed gently the flowers in her hands with my tears trickling on them.......she was gone forever, all my tears would not bring her back .


The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank, blah.. blah.. blah. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

To those who are married, .. Not married .. and soon to be married


THE TIME IS ALWAYS RIGHT TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT

Moral of the story is to value all the things we possess, once they are gone we have nothing but regrets!

ps: lately, byk plak entry jiwang2.. heh

Takdir Cinta~ Rossa

Ku tutup mataku

Dari semua pandanganku

Bila melihat matamu

Ku yakin ada cinta

Ketulusan hati yang mengulir lembut

Penguasa alam tolonglah pegangi aku

Biar ku tak jatuh pada sumur dosa

Yang terkutuk dan menyesatkan cintaku

Andaikan ku bisa lebih adil

Pada cinta kau dan dia

Aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna

Ku tak luput dari dosa

Biarlah ku hidup seperti ini

Takdir cinta harus begini

Ada kau dan dia bukan ku yang mau

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Xplora Chamah 12-16 feb 10

assalammualaikum w.b.t

salam sejahtera pada semua...

sekian lama rasenye jari ini tidak mencoret catatan dlm blog.. malas bercampur baur dgn sibuk semakin menjadi2 kebelakangan ni.. mood pon sentiasa berubah, menjadikan blog ini terabai sebentar.. maaf ya!

hidup di kampus yang hari2nya berbeza dari semlm menjadikan diri ini letih utk menghadapi hari esok, dengan assignmnt, mid term test, kelas & reduksi yang begitu menyerabutkan fikiran. kadangkala terfikir, bila agaknya semua ini akan berakhir, atau, mahukah semua ini berakhir dengan pantas? hurm...

ok, enough of all that, the main thing nk cerita dalam post kali ini ialah misi mendaki gunung chamah, di gua musang, kelantan.. projek ini di bawah kelolaan saudara Aiman, yang di beri nama Explora (explorasi flora & fauna), yang berlangsung bermula cuti raya cina (12-16 feb). terdengar je projek ini jadi, mmg trus berminat nk join. mmg x fikir panjang untuk join, sbb hati mmg teringin nk cuba sesuatu yang laen dari laen. tapi alangkah terkejutnya, bila dapat tau yang peserta perempuan hanyalah 5 org shj! adei~ mcm mne nk survive ni.. heh

tapi xpe, kami pmpuan yang gagah.. hee

kami bertolak dari UM dlm pkul 11 mlm, 12 feb 2010, dengan menaiki bas sekolah (kuning). bas trus melunjur ke gua musang melalui pahang. ( actually, xsdar sgt bas lalu kat mne, sbb tdo je mlm tu.. heh).. & kami berenti di merapoh utk sahur (minum pagi dlm pkul 5 am..adei, sejuk gile waktu ni).. slps tu, perjlnan di teruskn ke gua musang, yang hanya mengambil masa lbh kurang 40 ke bandar. kami solat subuh di salah sebuah surau disana, sambail bersiap2 berpakaian hiking.. pagi tu, kami bersarapan agak berat sebagai bekalan tenaga utk perjalanan kami ke kaki gunung chamah.

lbh kurang dlm pkul 9 pagi, kami di temukn dgn abg2 guide, seramai 5 org. kami bertoalk dari gua musang ke rekom (checkpoint pertama utk mendaki chamah) dengan menaiki 2 buah 4x4... memandangkan kami perampuan hnya ber5, jadi, kami diberi penghormatan utk duduk di bhgian driver.. hee... kesian bdk2 laki, perjalanan yg mengambil masa lbh kurang 4 jam, yang melalui jln balak, yg berdebu, menjadikn diorg da x mcm org dah.. huu~

dlm pkul 1 lbh, kami tiba di rekom... di sana, ada perumahan kecil org2 asli tempatan.. sgt unik rumah mereka, kerana diperbuat daripada buluh...

setelah semua bersedia, formasi pendakian kami pon bermula.. kami berjalan meredah hutan, lebih kurang setgh jam utk tiba di kem pertama.. perjalanan agak mencabar, dengan kayu2 bala yg tumbang, lereng2 bukit yg curam.. dengan periuk2 belangan yg kami bwk.. haha..

smpi di kem pertama, di dapati, Jiah sakit perut.. cramp katenye.. hurm... die cuba utk gagahkn diri utk teruskan perjlnn.. dr kem pertama kami akan ke kem tgh... perjalanan lbh kurang sejam itu sama hebatnye cabaran yg di lalui.. yg palng menyeronokkn, kami menyusuri air terjun yg cntk2 belaka sepnjg perjalanan itu...

kira2 pkul 4 ptg, kami tiba di kem tgh... kami diberitahu bhw sepatutnya kami akan bermlm di kem tongkat ali (kira2 2 jam perjlnn lg) tetapi, kem itu telah pon di huni oleh lbh kurang 40 org pendaki yg laen..

ptg itu, bdk2 laki mendirikn khemah, & kami mula sibuk memasak... mmg kelam kabut hari pertama sbb masing2 masih kaku dgn environment baru.. nasi yg kami masak pon, da x brape masak.. huu~.. menu mlm tu, nasi + sardin ... sdap... nyam2.. hee

sblm maghrib, kami bdk2 pmpuan sempat lg trun ke sungai utk bermandi manda... wah, sgt2 sejuk air jeram tu! menggigil habis... tp mmg natural sgt2...

mlm tu, slps taklimat dr abg2 guide ttg perjalanan esok pg, kami bersiap2 pula utk tdur & mengemas dapur.. memandangkan menu esok tghhari ialah nasi goreng, jadi, kami di kehendaki memasak nasi awl mlm tu...

sedang sy & che' sibuk cuba utk memsk nasi, abg uteh & abg am dtg... diorg pon wat la tutorial, ajar kitorg utk msk nasi yg x mentah.. haha.. seronok dpt borak2, & blaja benda br.. sporting tul la diorg ni... ha, xlupe jgk, mlm tu, sdg alin & sy kemas2 dapur, tiba2 jay jay dtg, suluh muke kitorg, & tnye name... haha... mmg klaka kerenah masing2...

hari ke-2, kami mulakan hari dgn masak sarapan pg.. pagi tu, kami goreng cucur ( keras gile kitorg goreng.. haha.. mcm batu seh.. ) & kami sediakan sekali mknn utk lunch, iaitu nasi goreng... dlm pkul 8.30 am, perjlnn kami bermula utk ke kem tongkat ali... waktu ni, beg sgt2 berat... maybe sbb ade brg2 yg da basah... mmg xlarat da nk angkat beg.. tgh2 perjlnn tu, sy berenti, n mintk tlg wan rmc bwkkn air.. huuu~ kesian die..

smpi di kem tongkat ali, kami di kehendaki mengisi segala botol2 air, krn perjalanan ke puncak selama lbh kurang 6 jam, kami xkn berjumpa dengan apa2 sumber air.. adei~, makin berat la beg2 kami sume... slps 15 mins berhenti, abg mat mengatur semula formation perjalanan kami ( sbb laki jln laju sgt, pompuan jln perlahan sgt.. huu).. jadi, sume perempuan akan dalam kat dpn (kami di gelar striker), geng2 syed, ash, aiman, ketek, wan dent dll dok tgh (mid fielder) & geng2 super senior; jup, jay jay, ezariq dll dok plg blkg (defense).. klaka jgk diorg bg name2 cmni.. mcm nk maen bola plak.. huu~

dr kem tongkat ali, kami akan melalui 7 puncak tipu, sblm btul2 tiba di puncak chamah... yg paling menyeksakan ialah bila nk ke pun cak pertama... laluannya hanyalah mendaki bukit yg kadang2 hampir 70 darjah! adei~ mmg penat gile.. da la berat beg.. mmg ramai gile da down...jay jay plak cramp kedua2 belah kakinye.. kesian btul... mmg seksa sgt naek.. kitorg mengambil masa lbh kurang 2 jam utk smpi ke puncak pertama. down gile sbb naek xsmpi2.huu~ tapi selamat ade syed, die la penghibur kitorg, die bg semangat, menyanyi2..heh, jd x la down sgt... bila smpi je, semua da mengeluh...penat gile... kitorg berenti kat puncak 1st lbh kurang 1/2jam utk lunch...

dlm pkul 1 tghhari, kami teruskn perjlnn.. alhmdulillah, perjlnn seteruskn xberapa menyeksa kami & minda.. ada yg landai, ade yg cerun... abg uteh kate, permukaan bumi mcm ni di panggil permatang... waktu ni, sy dok plg depan sekali. huu.. mmg best ka dok dpn sbb kite akan smpi tempat berehat plg awl, & dpt rehat lame.. heee~

sepanjang perjlnn ke puncak, permandangan, subhanallah, sgt2 cntk + sejuk.. huu... hutan die, cntk gile.. mcm dlm filem tarzan! lumut sgt cntk, lembut, pkk di penuhi lumut2 hijau, tnh hitam yang subur.. adei~ mmg sgt2 cntk...

stlh mengharungi hampir 5 puncak.. kami berenti tgh jln utk berehat.. abg2 guide ni plak, sempt lg masak air radix.. haha.. sempoi gile diorg ni... diorg kate, kite jln mmg laju, even utk amatur cm kitorg ni, hebat btul.. heh... btul3... :)

dlm kira2 pkul 6 ptg, kami akhirnya berjaya menjejak ke puncak chamah! alhmdulillah, mmg xterkata gembiranya... rasa xpercaya bleh smpi kat puncak G7 ni...

mmg kami xlepaskn peluang utk amik2 gmbr... huu~

setelah mendiri kn khemah, kami berkumpul rmi2 utk tgk sunset.. masha Allah.. mmg indah ciptaan tuhan.. rase mcm berada dlm cita2 fantasi.. dpt tgk matahari sebaris dgn kite.. huu...

mlm tu, menu ialah nasi + bilis goreng + smbal bilis... walau x sesedap mane, kami lahap saje sbb da mmg lapa gile.. da la sejuk gile, air utk minum pon sgt2 terhad.. masak air, kejap je sejuk.. agak2nye mlm tu suhu dlm 17-19 darjah celcius...

blum pkul 10 mlm, bdk2 ni da paksa sy tdo, sbb kesihatan tak brape nk mengizinkan... sblm masuk dlm khemah, sempat lg sy mendongak ke langit.. masha Allah, ciptaaNya sekali lg membuat kami semua terpegun.. bintang2 boleh di kira ki kaki langit, sgt cerah & jelas.. sungguh ctk!

hari ke-3 (di puncak chamah)..

pagi yg sungguh sejuk! sampi ke tulang.. menggeletar gigi.. huu.. pg tu, sarapan ialah roti penyek, jem, sardin, scramble egg, sup cendawan. slps solat subuh, kami semua menanti kemunculan matahari...

5 serikandi gunung..huu~

we're the 1st one to arrive!

aduh, sungguh indah sekali permandangan pagi.. tgk la, kami berdiri lagi tinggi dr awan! huu.. mcm dlm cite dragon ball, kata fatin.. dr jauh, kami menanti matahari yg segan2 mahu keluar.. xsangka, berdiri di puncak tertinggi, akan membuat kita rasa gah & hebat dr makhluk2 laen... erm, xbgs tu kn..

setelah bersiap2, kami sudah sedia utk pulang.. gmbr kenangan terakhir x kami lupa utk ambil.. bersama banner & abg2 guide.. wa.. akhirnye, berjaya juga kami ke puncak!

lbh kurang pkul 9.45 am, kami sudah bertolak balik...sedih krn hnya sekejap di puncak, tp kami juga x sabar utk trun.. sbb kat atas ni, sgt2 la sejuk + xde air.. ( masing2 menahan haus & menahan utk membuang.. haha)

perjalanan blk sgt2 x stress.. kami enjoy... sbb perjalanan xde la sgt mendaki, cuma trun cerun je byk.. mmg sakit la lutut & betis... kami hanya amik masa 2 jam utk smpi ke puncak pertama ( di mana, kami amik masa 4 jam utk ke puncak dr puncak pertama ni)..

dr puncak pertama ke kem tongkat ali, hnya 1 jam... ini lah perjalanan plg mencabar sekali.. dengan menuruni cerunan, menahan kami dr terjatuh.. (mmg da byk kali jatuh pun).. semakin dekat, semakin kuat bunyi jeram, memanggil2.. huu. btul2 menggoda lah.. makin laju jln sbb xsbr nk meneguk air sejuk...

alhmdulillah, kami tiba di kem tongkat ali kira2 pkul 1 lbh.. kami berehat smbil mkn tghhari di sana.. ( ada juga yg amik peluang utk melepas, bermandi manda.. huu)...

selepas setgh jam berehat, kami terus ke kem pertama utk bermlm di sana.. memandangkan 4x4 kami akan tiba esok pagi..

mlm tu, kami sgt2 mls nk masak, jd, sume org makan megi.. haha.. kesian2... tp best jgk tgk semua org kelaparan & cari sumber mknn... mlm tu la mlm plg enjoy, kami adakn post mortem, borak2, maen2 game.. sgt seronok.. mlm tu, br sy knal semua yg ade..

pagi esoknye, kami da terlajak subuh.. huu~ sbb tdo lambat, dlm pkul 2 br semua org terlelap.. hee...

ha, yg bestnye, pg tu, minyak masak tinggal sket je, dah la menu pg tu cucur, yg kne gune byk2 minyak... so, akibatnye, xdpt nk abeskn goreng, kami mkn je apa yg ade, megi, roti, biskut.. mmg abeskn bekalan btul la.. huu

dlm pkul 10 am br kami bertolak blk... dlm 20 min je kami da tiba semula di perkmpungn org asli rekom tu..
waa... mmg sedih exdepisi da berakhir.. rasa sekejap je masa berlalu...perjalanan terakhir kami xlepaskn peluang bergambr sebyk2nye.. heh

sementara menunggu 4x4 tiba, kami lepak2 dlm rumah buluh.. wah, sejuk je rumahd diorg.. mmg terbaek la... best2...

4x4 tiba dlm pkul 12 tghhari.. kali ni, kami semua kne dok blkg, sbb kat dpn da x muat.. huu.. (fatin sorg je dpt dok dpn).. wah, mmg pengalaman btul dok dlm truck tu.. dgn terlompat2 nye.. rase leper punggung ni.. haha..tp yg menghilangkn rase stress & bosan, kami ajak abg2 guide tu menyanyi rmi2.. huu,, nth brape album da kami bukak aritu...

lbh kurang pkul 5 kami sume tiba di stesen keretapi gua musang... kami lepaskn gian jumpa bilik air.. haha.. bermandi manda, solat & terus menyerbu gerai nasi kerabu yg berhampiran... mmg sdap la mkn ptg tu...

dlm lbh kurang pkul 7 lbh, abg2 guide da mula beransur pulang, sdeh plak tgk perpisahan ni.. heh, walau kejap je jumpe, tp chemistry tu da stat ade.. diorg mmg sporting gile...

train mlm ke kl central bertolak dlm pkul 10. kami sempat beli bekalan KFC utk mkn2 dlm train.. ni la pengalaman pertaman naek train yg lame.. adei~ mmg memenatkn jgk, da la seat die xbrape selesa, bdn tgh sakit pon terlelap je jdnye.. heh..

kami tiba di kl central dlm pkul 7 pg.. sblm pulang, kami sempat lg bergmbr beramai2.. ngee~
ni la pengalaman yg susah nk lupakan.. projek plg enjoy penah sy sertai & plg mencabar.. harap lps ni dpt naek gunung lg! yeah!

p/s: thanks to abg2 guides; abg utehm abg mat, abg wan, abg am & abg farid... korg mmg best!

thanks to empunya beg.. beg anda selamat, jgn risau.. hee

thanks to all seniors yg join, bg support n tunjuk ajar.. seronok dpt knal korg... & thanks to all for the wonderfull, unforgetable memories.. hope this frenship will last forever...

mid term

got this from my lil' sis.. tq so much sofi..

i'm crying...

salam,

yesterday, i went to hosp to check on my eye...

alhmdulillah, everythng seems ok..

dpt chloramphenicol & ponstan..

but, that's not the story here..

the things is that, just after i went in my car to head back to UM, suddenly, i feel like, crying...

and i cried...

for half n hour, in the dark, inside my car...

I had no reasons to cry, i even ask my self, why am i crying??

... but still, no answer for that...

after half and hour crying, i realize that i hadn't turn on the air cond, huu... tapi xrase pns pon..

lps rase mcm da cool down, i try to call sumone, who i feel he could help me... but, as soon as i heard his voice, my tears start to run again

i couldn't stop it... what a shame... i'm crying like a baby..

after a few mins try to talk to him, we hang up...

but, i feel, i still couldn't handle to drive in this situation...

i look at my hp, and decide to call her..

and again, i cried... hurm...

she calm me down & we decide to meet at a&w PJ,

& i drove to pick her up, & went there..

we had a late nite supper (jam pkul 11.30 pm), & some vanila choc ice cream..

& finally, she resolve it for me, & i realize, that's why i'm crying.. huu...

& it reminds me of this story...

Why Women Cry...

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?"

"Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said,

"And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does

mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his

dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still

wondering why women cry.

Finally he put prayed to God who would surely know the answer.

When God responded he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said: "When I made the woman she had to be to be made special. I made

her shoulders

strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet

gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure

childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I

gave her

a hardness that allows

her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and

take care of her family

through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity

to love her children under any and all

circumstances, even when her child

has hurt her very badly. I gave her strength to

carry her husband through

his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect

his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his

wife, but sometimes tests

her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And lastly, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers and only hers

exclusively to use whenever she needs it.

She needs no reason, no explanation, its hers."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman

is not in the clothes she

wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she

combs her hair.The

beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because

that is the doorway to

her heart - the place where love resides."

thank you Allah... thanks you frens...